Locktober is explicitly about the passage of time. It is committing to be locked up and denied for a period of 31 days. After that comes the theoretical prospect of reward and release. What happens when you realize you aren’t seeing it that way?
There is a notion that engaging in sexual denial means being devoid of sensation. Being robbed of stimulus. Nothing could be further from the truth. Denial involves the removal of one very specific sensation. You might take away the climactic experience of orgasm, but you are increasing the volume on a variety of other sensations and experiences.
Today is the 1 October. For many of a kinky persuasion, it is the start of Locktober. 31 days locked away in chastity, expressly denied orgasm. This year, my Goddess has decided that we will participate. Just not quite in the way that you might think.
How is it May? And what happened to April? And can I really call this the cocktail of the month, when I clearly struggle with what month it is, and where the last one went? I can and I will. I’m a bear, and this is just how things go sometimes. As compensation, I offer some tasty libations.
My, what a time to be alive. Technology. The internet. Modern engineering. All of this combines to make modern-day sexual experiences an absolute wonder. The toys that are being manufactured are unprecedented, and the ability to pair these with online technologies mean that control can be exercised on anyone from anywhere. What are the limits to this? And what are the consequences?
It’s March. Already. When the Beartender last looked up, it was December, I swear. But here we are, at the beginning of the last month of the quarter. Which makes it sound that much more ominous, really. I mean, where IS this year going?! This really calls for a drink.
At this point, it should surprise no one that I like butt plugs. They are a daily reality for me (and sometimes more). Wearing a butt plug every night has been a rule since I started serving my Goddess. The circumstances and duration of that reality has grown since. There are times that I wear a very large plug 24/7. There are other times when a plug is a delightfully ad hoc expectation. In all instances, my Goddess requiring me to be plugged is a source of delight and awesome wonder that I aspire to continue.
You didn’t think that you could possibly do it. Crafting stimulating words, omission running through it. This contains words that do truly align , but what is missing is not simply benign. A common consonant no, it is its contrast. With focus and vigil it will show up at last. A submission as part of January Jumpstart 2023.
So goes the opening line of what has been argued to be the worst novel ever written. But what if the description is accurate? What if the setting is apt? And what if what is to follow is the most intense and immersive experience imaginable? A submission as part of January Jumpstart.
Oh. Ohhh. Ohhh. My. Oh my. Why does he like this? So good. Where did he learn this? Wanting this so badly,. He needs to keep going. Don’t tease. Don’t stop. Don’t. There will be consequences if you tease. A submission as part of January Jumpstart.
